feeling kinda...
blah right now, a few things have not been going exactly as planned. i dunno, i guess it's the pre-school-starting blues. i didnt get everything that i had planned to do quite as expected. one of my goals this summer was to work out and get trimmed...what did i do? i gained 10 pounds during summer bridge. issues w/ my love life came up during the summer, and ended on not so great terms. i am unemployed (the first time since ive been in college) and am in desperate need to find a job...i mean, my dad is helping me along w/ some extra cash...but i wanna be more independent and make my own money, and not have to be as dependent on my parents. calvet says that i made $200 too much last year to be qualified for benefits, so now i'm also stuck with paying for tuition this year...i'm appealing their decision, we'll see how that goes.

i dunno...i just need some cheering up...somebody cheer me up! stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =/