another side note
i'm featured twice on Maria's website. i feel sooooo special, and i've never talked to her before =) and Angeli is getting a cool shoutout from me. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

he's old school!!!
i went back to my old stomping grounds of Mira Mesa High School today to pick up some supplies from Mrs. Jensen for APSA grad banquet. well, since i was there i decided that i should go visit some of the cool teachers that i had. well, i went over to my old yearbook advisor Ms. Earle just to say hi, and when i went there somebody who knew me said "hey Jeff"...i didnt really look to see who it was cuz it was in the middle of the conversation...then a few seconds later i heard someone else say "who's Jeff?"...and then the first person said "that's Jeff...he's old school!" i finished my conversation w/ Ms. Earle and left the room, without looking to see who it was. i've only been graduated for 3 years, but MAN I FEEL OLD! stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =/

so i caved in...
i went to KP semiformal...and i had fun. i went with Pearl after all of these peeps pressured me to go. it was funny how it all happened. right after Robert Horry shot the winning 3-point shot in the LAKERS/kings game, about 5:20pm...she signed on AIM. we chatted for a lil bit...then i asked if she was going to semiformal, and she wasnt sure cuz she wasnt feeling the vibe, and she didnt have a date. we were kinda in the same boat, but then i asked if she wanted to go...she said sure, and we got ready for the semiformal that started at 6:30. she has to be the most last minute date to a dance that ive ever had to a dance. and i had a lot of fun tonight. and to top things off...i already know i'm going to next year's semiformal cuz i won a ticket for it tonight during the raffle. after the dance, we all (except for pearl, who i dropped off back at her apartment) headed over to Marvin's place to play Halo on x-box...i suck at that game, but im learning.

all in all it was a good night...i just hope it doesnt bite me in the bum too badly, since i didnt do any hw. ah well, thats what memorial day is for...TO CATCH UP! stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

lazy
why am i so lazy to do anything? i coulda went clubbin 2 nights in a row...but i didnt, i just chilled at home, and got something to eat, and boba. boba and food, the 2 highlights of my weekend so far. i really havent felt like doing much ever since she left for the Philippines. i should get out and do something...or at least do my homework...all this sitting around on my bum isnt doing much for my productivity. i have a paper to do and an excel assignment for my cogsci3 class. i'll just do that tomorrow since i'm not going to KP semiformal. i wish the semiformal were last week instead of this week so i coulda went with her...oh well. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =/

linked
Mark is no longer solo...congrats to him, i have a feeling that she's a cool person...she was able to force him to step down as president of team solo his girlfriend even linked me on her site...and we havent even met or talked on AIM before...yep, she's a haloHalo addict, just like all the others who crave juicy haloHalo happenings. another new haloHalo addict is Jo Anne, who goes to UCSD...but i have never met before. that's cool...peeps who i dont even know are linking me...i feel so...interesting =)

on another note...i said goodbye to her earlier this evening...we'll see how the next month goes. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =/

good things come to those who wait...i hope
im hoping a break in this "relationship" will be all that she needs to find things out. the feelings are still there on both sides, but her desire to have something isnt right now. i just hope i dont get placed in that "bubble" that haunts guys everywhere. she's off to the philippines on thursday for a month. we wont have much communication while she's away, so 1 of 2 things will happen...1. she'll miss how things were...2. she'll realize she's happier by herself...i hope the former happens...but i cant force things...i just gotta go with the flow. DAMN IT JEFF!!!...why do i have to analyze things so much? why cant i just let things happen as they happen without thinking too much about it. why can't i just do what Baker suggested, and just walk away and see if she will follow? i guess it's just hard for me to do. i need some sort of certainity in all this, i cant just walk away with questions still unanswered (mainly the "what's going to happen" question)...i just need to breathe and chill, and things will be ok...i hope. =/

thanks Cat for the talk over the weekend...not just for talking to me about my problems, but also for talking to me about your problems...it really means a lot to me that you are there to support me, and also that you are letting me be there to support you with your problems. i guess that's what makes me feel good...not only to have friends be there for me, but also having friends allow me to be there for them. also thanks to Cicely for having that talk with me today...friends are great. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

Sungod
happy sungod everybody! what do i have planned? im not quite so sure...i want alcohol, but i doubt i will get some. i'll update what i do later. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

oh, before i forget...
Happy Birthday to my Mom!!! i doubt she reads this, or ever will, but yeah i didnt forget to mention it here.

bored at work
im here at work...doing nothing, so i decided to do an update. PCC, as i have mentioned was this past weekend. i had sooooooo much fun both nights, prolly friday more than saturday though. i dunno, i felt like there was more energy for the friday show than the saturday show. there were prolly also more mistakes during the 2nd show that were beyond our control. but all in all...it was a good experience, and i got to know a whole lot of people better than i had before doing PCC. it's funny that a few weeks ago, i wasnt feeling the PCC vibe, and i had made up my mind not to do PCC again next year. but after experiencing what i experienced this past weekend, i'm reconsidering my decision and will prolly do it again next year. the after party was pretty cool too. a bunch of us showed up late cuz we got our grub on at Friday's after the show. i ended up staying for only an hour cuz i had to get up early on sunday to fly to Las Vegas to spend mother's day with my mom.

all in all, my weekend was pretty cool...but i am now paying for it. lots of stuff due and to do this week, and ive barely started. tonight is gonna be devoted to Ethnic Studies, since i have a midterm tomorrow and a response paper due. i also have a children's lit quiz tomorrow. i cant wait til 516pm tomorrow, cuz thats when my weekend will start. i just hope this past weekend doesnt jump up and bite me on the bum. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =X

bored?
look what i made for my cogsci3 class. nice eh? that was my first handmade webpage, no editors or anything like that. yeah...that class is the easiest class offered at UCSD, and i do pretty much all the stuff that they cover in the class at my job, but i had never handmade my own entire webpage...so it's nice to know that i learned to do something new in a class that i can do the assignments while sleeping. this thing kept me up til 4am this morning. that's not normally bad cuz i'm a night person...but it is when i have class at 935am and going all day!!! i need my sleep...at least 5 hours worth. so basically i had 4 hours of sleep, since i had to get up at 8am. im not a morning person...i'm even worse when i dont get the sleep that i need. ah well...i guess thats what i get for not doing my homework before my busy weekend of PCC and going to Vegas for mother's day. i'll update the weekend later...right now, i need to catch up on the sleep i lost last night/this morning with a nap. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =l

Day 1
the first night of PCC went great!!! it was a lil bit rough during the run-through....but it smoothed out during the actual performance. hopefully tomorrow..er today's performance will be even better. i am sooooooooo tired. i was tired all day, even during practice...but when showtime came, i was pumped. it was also nice to see that there were several people out there to see me (friends, family, and a special someone). after the show, Law, Tiffany, and Geoff went to Law's place and chilled. now i'm home...time to rest up for tomorrow (today). stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

PCC
today's the day for my first Pilipino Cultural Celebration at UCSD. i shall be performing the habanera, and being an extra in a party scene. wish me luck...now im off to rest up for it...it's gonna be a long day!!! stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

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my children's lit paper




this is what my children's lit paper is gonna be about...well, actually its 1 of 3 books that my paper is gonna be about...all about the same thing...Jack (or Shaq) and the Beanstalk. my paper might be easier if i didnt keep stopping and looking at more interesting things, or even if Shaq could write, this book could confuse a 5 year old more than it would be useful. he's a cool basketball player and all, but he is definitely not a writer. his energy might be better used in practicing free-throws instead of wasting on it on writing. well, back to work, but before i leave...i must say wassup to carzy Nem =þ stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =)

setbacks
*sigh*...not as happy as i had been. problems with someone who had made me happy before, but this problem is making me unhappy. but hopefully time will be on my side and "we" will both be happy. i just hate waiting, especially in regards to issues like this. i just hope feelings dont become lost in the mean time...cuz feelings are still there right now. why is this affecting me so much? even people around me have noticed something different about me. i'm not as cheerful as i had been a couple of days ago. being unhappy is not a very happy feeling. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =(

another edition of random ramblings
i like free ice cream, especially from a big company like Baskin Robbins (ie. free scoop night)...studying sucks, so do midterms...income tax refunds are a good thing...pcc is tiring, and im only in one freakin dance!...to be an ATC or RC for Summer Bridge, that is the question...joyriding in a golf cart is always fun during work hours...Janet Jackson is perfect for procrastination music, heck she's perfect for anytime music...my car needs gas...chillin' but willin' committee for APSA grad banquet is having a meeting tomorrow @ Quickly boba shop in Mira Mesa @ 6pm...boba is mighty tasty..."Procrastination is like masturbation, it feels good until you realize that you're fucking yourself"-Stacy Toyota (one of her lovely away messages)...i've procrastinated enough...time to finish cramming whatever info about cogsci 11 into my brain for my midterm tomorrow...stay tuned, we'll be back after these messages =/ =O =D =)

Happy 19th Birthday to my niece mentee April Limcolioc!!! Enjoy your day April, and make room in your schedule for a boba run....my treat =)

Waterfalls (Rap chorus)
i tried to post this yesterday, but blogger wouldnt let me publish...so here it is now...

I seen a rainbow yesterday
But too many storms have come and gone
Leavin' a trace of not one God-given ray
Is it because my life is ten shades of grey
I pray all ten fade away
Seldom praise Him for the sunny days

And like His promise is true
Only my faith can undo
The many chances I blew
To bring my life to anew
Clear blue and unconditional skies
Have dried the tears from my eyes
No more lonely cries
My only bleedin' hope
Is for the folk who can't cope
Wit such an endurin' pain
That it keeps 'em in the pourin' rain
Who's to blame
For tootin' caine in your own vein
What a shame
You shoot and aim for someone else's brain
You claim the insane
And name this day and time
For fallin' prey to crime
I say the system got you victim to your own mind

Dreams are hopeless aspirations
In hopes of comin' true
Believe in yourself
The rest is up to me and you
-Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes

ive always loved those lyrics ever since i first heard them in 1995. i dunno, for some reason those lyrics, especially the last part, has been significant to me. but now theyre more significant since the person who i first heard it from is now dead. stay tuned...we'll be back after these messages =/

Another life cut short
it's funny how we never notice the tragic deaths that happen until it happens to someone famous. this time Lisa "Left Eye" Lopes from TLC tragically lost her life in an accident in Honduras. i remember when TLC first came out, i totally loved their music...i still listen to them from time to time. i just cant believe that the L from TLC is no longer around to make music. i was in disbelief when Mona told me about it, cuz the website that she showed me was the only one that had news about it...but once i heard more news, and heard it on the radio, disbelief became reality, sad but true....rest in peace Left Eye...stay tuned, we'll be back after these messages =(

boba controversy
ok, so Kristhine and i had this debate tonight at the APSA meeting about the proper name of those balls that float around in beverages. she says it's pearl, i say it's boba. we took a random survey of peeps standing around in the room and found out that most peeps from the bay (yay, hella, norcal, etc) area call it pearl or bubble, while the cooler people from southern cali refer to it as BOBA!!!. so, i decided to take a survey from the people who read my blog. so answer my lovely poll to settle this debate. *hint* the correct answer is boba =)








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